Home Alone!

Strange feelings come up when you are alone in a beautiful flat right on the beach: Is it worth it? Couldnt things happen in an other way? Did I do the right thing? Why do we have kids? What are we supposed to do once they have grown up? For sure I dont want them to become just de la chair a canon, et c'est valable pour les autres enfants, ceux des autres, des Palestiniens, des Israeliens, des Pakistanais, des Yemenites etc... ne pas se faire bouffer par la crise economique non plus... is it a luxury to have a job with a nice purpose?